Here I am, after work and stresfull night full of argues with my family. My 9 year old son is playing in front of me, 2 hours ago I have don 5 sets of 20 pushups during lunch break. Now I am sitting and filling skipped beats, sitting here at dock of the bay... I am thinking through, well how not to feel them. Arguing all night, feeling guilty for my anxiety, my adrenalin needs outlet..I kinda like this skipped bits, they are uncomfy, but therenis something much more important! I have to shave my ass and genitals tonight, because I want to be clean and parfumy:):)I am more then anxiety.
