So I'm done with the trip. Not going to lie it was a lot of fun. Yes there were ups and downs but I'm surprised about what I can do. It was really thanks to my family and also you guys for keeping my strength up.. When the trip ended I was actually crying because I felt so free for the first time in a long time and being able to spend it with my family. Taking the risk is worth it. I think my favorite saying here in Indonesia is. "You never try you never know"..