I went round to my neighbours as their kids dragged me round to theirs ..and then mention that there was little stall in the park selling mystery bags and kids braclets and such luckily it wason my streets sid eof the park so i felt like i had half a chance of being okay due to my medication feeling like its having some positive effects i mad eit there with the kids and the stall owners gave me a pebble to paint ..while i was painting it on the park nebch i suddenly relised the kids had all gone home and left me there ..but i didnt freak out or panic that i was going to panic and painting the pebble was a nice change from my usual life routine..i wa sable to walk back to my street ..a small win but its a massive improvement from where i was last year at christmas.
