Today was the starting day of my second year, becoming a teacher. Today, we didnt have any classes, but got a bomb of information dropped on us already! Since a few days, I had been feeling sick again. Waking up this morning while having a headache, a little sinus issues and a couch was not really helpfull when anxiety hit as well, and i truly did not want to leave my house. On the bus to campus (about 40-50 minute drive) i ofter thought about just getting of at the next stop and calling someone to come get me. Arriving on campus made the stress go down a bit, since there were already a lot of people i knew from the previous year. The rest of the day was doable, but it was hard staying focussed. Got back home soon after lunchtime, and really felt it hitting me. I was having all these unhelpful thoughts thinking im gonna have a burnout in seconds, and will fail my year, but i tried to remind myself i did it before, i can do it, it is fun. Im glad i went to campus tho and didnt give up.
