The past few months have been pretty brutal, my anxiety symptoms have definitely put on a show, but I am still here motivating myself despite 8 solid years of agoraphobia (and all the other fun OCD stuff that likes to torment me). 97% of my day is naff at the moment, but the 3% of the day that is not naff is worth getting up for and attempting to push things forward. Life is short, and pretty tough, but being here is much better than the alternative. We get up and go again :).