I have a massive fear of staying home on my own, or on my own with my kids in case something bad happens. I haven’t been alone in the house since before lockdown, I suffer with panic attacks and also have lots of daily ectopics which scare me. I feel really embarrassed about not wanting to be alone and it makes me feel like a rubbish mum. My husband had to go away for work today so this morning I’m at home alone with the kids and I’m doing ok. This feels like such a massive thing for me and I’ve been avoiding it for so long.
