hi everyone, im new to this group but i just wanted to share with what i have experienced for going for a year now. i am 19 years old and i am terrified of the sensations in my heart. last year i traveled to alaska and had gotten very homesick and lost tons of weight and i developed heart palpitations. i was so scared. after i came back home i wasn’t the same. i have been to the er probably 5 times since then for my heart. all of my tests always come back normal except my blood pressure. this leads me to believe i am in heart failure at all times which keeps my blood pressure rising. i have gotten somewhat better. i have started a new serving job which is a high stress environment but i want to push myself and be confident and stop fearing every day of my life. i am healthy and strong but i am also anxious. i want to heal.
