Today me my husband and our grownup son went to a mall. As we decided this i thought it would be great. I got a little bit anxious last night and this morning. We drove 1 hour and went in to a restaurant. I was surprisingly calm. Then i told husband and son that i whanted to go and look at clothes - alone! I struggled with breathing for 45 minutes. When i got in to a fitting room i saw in the mirrors that i looked as if i hade stand in the rain š„µ! I checked my breathing and paid for the clothes, 4 sweathers, and walk slowly out to the car. I even took a few glance to see if people noticed that i was swimming in sweat. And imagine by my surpriseā¦. no one looked!!! On our way home i felt so proud. And this proved that my Will is strong (sometimes). I Will think of this day next time.
