hey guysss! so yesterday was a REALLY BIG day for me. i had told my boyfriend that i wanted to go mini golfing with him and i knew a place that was about 40 minutes from me. So i drove down there and actually let myself enjoy the time down there. I strughle very hard with being a hypochondriac and being terrified of some medical emergency happening to me while i’m out in public. I did feel weird still but i didn’t let that stop me. and i also drove back too!! even though i was kind of dissociating and feeling wozzy i still managed too. this is a big step for me because i love being in my comfort but it’s caused me to not live anymore but instead survive. i know it will all get better someday!!!!
