A friend invited me some weeks ago to his birthday party. On one side super happy for the invitation, on the other side mind started otherthinking, will I be able to go there, will I be able to enjoy it at all? On top all the "Whats If"... Anyhow, I went there yesterday - enjoyed the party with around 30 other people and it was okay. Nothing happened and Im feeling like finally I can enjoy a bit of life again. One step at a time.
