It doesn't feel like a win but technically it is. I've been having more skip beats over the last few days and today I had a flare up at work. Usually when I have a flare up by freak out panic call 911 and sometimes go to the hospital. But I didn't do that today. I slogged through it, finished my shift, and made it home. But what I don't get is, I should be celebrating this but instead im hysterically crying. When I have a flare up I feel like failure, which is absolutely ridiculous I know because it's not something we can control, just how we react to it. And I didn't react to it by panicking but I still feel horrible. I just wanted to vent that. Thank you for reading.
