It feels crazy and unreal to even write this because I did not think i would get to this point. It has now been 2 weeks living alone in a new city, 200km away from family and friends and going to the gym 3 times a week. Ectopic beats don’t bother me anymore, sure they can feel scary in the moment but I do not instantly freak out and panic, I can let them exist with me. I’m not gonna put my life on a pause, I’m counting to live my life and anxiety can come for a ride.
