I finally was able to get over my social anxiety and didn’t need someone to go with me such a far distance to apply for an apartment after maybe 4 years. I actually got the apartment! Now my fear comes with being alone or abandoned by who I’m normally around. I built up the courage and confidence to be alone in my head but I don’t know when it physically happens how I will feel. I’ve been homeless twice and now I have a home again and I don’t know really how to feel yet. I am happy finally though. I just don’t know what to expect when I’m alone sitting in a house with just me and my son. I feel like I will fail again.
