Hey all, missed being here. I’m back after a tough couple of weeks, hospital visits, tests, health anxiety. Fortunately, majority results came back normal, and the rest can be worked on with lifestyle changes. I also found out that someone I was in a 3–4 year on-and-off relationship with, has moved on and is getting engaged. It stings as I deeply cared for this person. I guess some things are not meant to be. With all this, It did trigger panic attacks but I’ve got the closure now. I’m not chasing answers. I’m choosing to trust myself, to move forward, and to heal.