Last week, i was supposed to go on an internship, but the evening before, i got sick. Some horrible food poisoning left me in bed with a bucket for days. Not being able to eat, made me have the most insane dizzy experience of my life... woke up mid-sleep, seeing black spots everywhere, blurred vision, barely able to read my phone and call my mom upstairs for help. Took some dextrose, coz she said it was just a sugar drop from not eating. Got better after that, but left me utterly terrified to move. I already have this massive fear of fainting, since im always dizzy, but the day i got sick, i went to the doctor to restart sleeping meds and my bloodpressure was fine. Basically been bedbound since last tuesday evening. Yesterday i managed to take a shower, being terrified of falling while on the stairs or in the bathroom all alone. But did it anyways, and it felt quite nice! Today, i finally took my dog for a walk. My mom wanted to visit our grandparents, and i joined for a small bit, returning after a while since i felt faint and i dont want to make my grandparents sick either. So i walked about 20 minutes back on my own. Terrified and dizzy, but i made it! And im quite proud for doing so.
