The past few days were quite a hell to get through. Woke up at 3 in the night with severe cramps and had been stuck at the toilet, being anxious and sick for over an hour before going to sleep. I had to work Rituals the following day, or the day itself, depending how you see it, and nobody could cover, so i went for the minimus 3h before going home being done with everything in the stock room. The next day for mothers day, we went for a family breakfast, and i went sick, being anxious all the time, but went! Afterwards everyone came to our house to have a snack and some drinks. Again anxious, but survived. Lastly these past 2 days, working at the greenhouse again, being terrified of fainting and just feeling horrible. Luckily yesterday, my partner worked there as well, while cried during break. Today, i was alone tho. I felt better, but now back home, everything is cramping again and my limbs are tingly. Im glad i made it through while sick, but anxious about the sensations now
